I didn't enjoy going to school - I didn't fail any subjects but I did the bare minimum to get a pass. I left as soon as I can and 4 years later, I'm 22 working as a bike messenger. I have a very lazy life style, I have a lot of free time that i spend playing video games and smoking weed. I enjoy the freedom of my work but I'm concered about my future.
My goal is to start a successful business but I'm afraid to fail. I am considering going to university on the side to have a backup plan but I'm not really motivated by the subject I will study but by the fear of failure.
I hate the idea of going to university but my parents want me to go plus I don't feel confident that I will be a competent entrepreur. I wish I knew that if I worked hard I will succeed but I don't know that. In 4 years I could have nothing to show for it.
If I worked hard I could get good grades and get a boring job, but I don't want that. But I don't want to fail either. Or waste any more time.
I don't know. I feel like my life is going nowhere right now, I just want to make the right decisions.
I don't know what I'm doing, I feel like I'm having a quarter life crysis. Just wanted to rant.
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